OH HEY!

I think too much, feel too hard, and write like it’s survival. My brain doesn’t idle and my heart won’t shut up, so this is where it all goes. Oversharing is the new black.

I don’t write to perform or persuade. I write to process, to shape the chaos into something with edges. Sometimes it’s beautiful. Sometimes it bites. Sometimes it just sucks. And occasionally, it gets me featured on the front page of my hometown news.

So yeah ... rarely boring.

INFJ core. AuDHD engine. Pattern-hungry, sharp-edged, and hypersensitive to the things most people politely ignore. I catch what isn’t said, what won’t shut up, and what hums beneath the surface. This blog isn’t curated, it’s excavated.

BLACKLIGHT DISPATCH is where I drop the signal: unsolicited hot takes, haunted thoughts, music-fueled epiphanies, and the occasional meltdown disguised as a manifesto. If something here glows for you, good. Take it and run with it, babe.

And if it doesn’t? This wasn’t for you anyway.

P.S. That color looks incredible on you.

ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE USE POLICY

Yes, I use AI — loudly, proudly, and out of sheer necessity.

I run my blogs through it for grammar, length, and clarity because, let’s be honest, everyone’s too scared to give me real feedback. People just smile, nod, and tell me what they think I want to hear, which is adorable but not helpful.

I use OpenAI for most of my images too, because I don’t have a budget for a designer or illustrator — much to my eternal chagrin. I am in the process of making sure all AI produced images are tagged as such.

When it comes to music, AI is the only reason I can turn my chaos into something listenable, since I can’t sing worth shit or play 12 instruments.

This is just me messing around and having a good time — don’t take it too seriously. Have a great day.